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Back Then - WHO??? MIKE JONES!!!!!!!! |
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Ummm.....I love my friends
Im gettin closer to the people i want to be close too ...
for exmaple : Monica...Nani and Michelle ( Yafa ) lol
ummm...
This Junior year is gonna be different I decieded to be friends with only
a few ppl i was friends with last year
i finally figured out i need to find friends who appriciate me
I know ima drama queen fuck it!!!!
I have a bf now......but you'll never guess whooo...
hahah only a few ppl know .....if you know then your lucky....
Ummm....hes the best!
What else ...
I love Melissa Camberos...cuz shes like the coolest, shes getting me into some weird song.....that her and stephy could not stop playing in the car.....i think its the one that goes " who took the bomp" hahah i think!
Well yahh ...
hummm
I miss Crystal Alisha.....come back !!! NOWWW!!!
i think thats it...
right now i feel extreamly happy....:]
I love you all !!!
peace up !!!
well
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| Letting it Out |
[11 Jun 2005|10:59am] |
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We Belong Together -Mariah Carey! |
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Hey well this is Dezi fa shizzle my nizzle!
sooo much shit has been going on good and bad its like dang LIFE IS SOOO HARD!!!! But I have learned sooo much this year and gosh its been hectic going through all the reality of everything and how things can change in a matter of seconds,days or weeks....This year was the most awful year ever and I thought Freshman year was bad....Pssshh was i worng....
On March 5,2005 I found out my friend Danny Died i was devistated and could not believe it, many people felt the same way i did.....it was a hard week for all of us.....it still is but we are all trying to be strong ....its just sooo hard to think that someone you thought was gonna be here forever isnt .....
This year wasnt all that bad...
On March 13,2005
This is my birthday for those of you who dont know ( and TASHA's)
i noticed that only my close friends were there
*Crystal (Lashes)
*Meesha LOKSTA (MELISSA)
*Jazmine
*Kimberly
*Roxanna
*Cristina
*Jackie
*Devin
*Olivia
*Melody
*Ashley
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*Stephanie
It was the best birthday ever cuz i had all my girls with me and even tho there was a lil drama we just passed it by like nothing ....and also we got into fights like those physical ones hahahha shit was mmaaaad funny!
I Love these girls !!!!
I have a boy in my life
But im just scared
I guess cuz i dont wanna be hurt?
OR im scared to be in a relationship
But my friend NIkki GEEEuNIT told me something that kinda made me think twice...she said " In any relationship your getting into , your putting yourself in a situation where you are gonna get hurt" and i was like thats sooo true and i always tell myself whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger and i dont know what to do ? IM just soo confused in what i want ....i like him ....alooooooot!
I just dont know....??????
Latley I have been feeling outta place
i feel like im nobody....i feel like no one cares at all
maybe cuz they dont
I know im fucking annoying
I know i have a big mouth ....but i know what shit to say and what not to say .....
I dont go telling the shit that ppl tell me to other ppl
I know that i can be bitch....but who isnt????
Im sorry if im confusing you...lol
I cant help the way i am i cant change for anyone!!
I wont!
I just want to be accepted for who I am ....even if i am annoying,abnoxious or a bitch .....i ahve good qualities also
Im always there for my friends
I always tell my friends i love them, even tho sometimes they dont say it back...
I always listen to what ppl have to say and give them the best advice i can
I try soooo hard to be the best friend i could..
sometimes i feel like im taken for granted....sounnde concieted but i totally didnt mean it like that ....
I always try to make my friends feel better when someone hurts them
I always confort them when they are crying or just feeling low
Am I a bad person......??? Am I good person....i really dont know !!!!!!!!
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♥ Dezi
ps. I know its long FUUUUUUUUUCK it!!!!
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| Sadies Cah! |
[06 Apr 2005|07:25pm] |
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I got my Sadies Pictures if oyu want a copy let me know I dont wanna leave anyone out! ♥ !!!!!! Deziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
the drama is over
Im soo happy
I am officialy a YIMP YAMP
I like a boy! he is sooo sweet<3333333333333
I love my friends
JAnet Mendoza Marry me ! lol
the end
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[28 Mar 2005|11:20am] |
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yay be happy |
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Its like that _mariah carey |
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I love you guys....that is all ♥
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I love mah Friends!<3 |
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Only U.....Ashanti |
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WELCOME
FRIENDS ONLY!!!!!!!
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Love Dezi<333333333
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| Haters.....hahha |
[12 Sep 2004|01:36pm] |
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No More Drama ......Mary J Bliege |
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Haters...look honestly all the fucken post Anonymous and shit hahah All u do is make me laugh and shit i mean why the fuck u gonna waste ur time and tell me that im ugly it may put a smile on ur face and guess what it puts one on mine cuz you make laugh on how much time u have to talk about me and ur life has no meaning to it ......actually u dont have a life if ur always talking shit and posting dumb comments and ur asses are just insecure about yourslf sooo just do me a favor and have some class and shut the fuck up......I know im fucken ugly i dont give a fuck ...hahah that aint gonna hurt me ....so ur just wasting ur time and u cant post Anonymous on mah LJ anymore so if u wanna talk ur shit next time about me ur gonna have to be real and show who the fuck u really are bitches!!!!!!! So yeah thats all I gotta say and I hope your lifes get more meaning to it then talking shit .....cuz fuck i would hate to be you....hahah fucken Haters.....Im still laughing!!!!!!!
DEzi<33333
Peace and Love
FUCK ALL HATERS
They have no lifes I sware.....hahhahahahhahaha
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